I know that getting bigger is part of the whole deal that comes with being pregnant, but I have been really hoping to not show right away because there will be plenty of time for that later. I have really started to feel the changes of late, and not been so thrilled with it. First of all, I am not such a small girl anyway. I have never had a little teeny tiny waist like some people (cough cough Erin) and so it's been like, "well is that your own personal fat, or is that from the baby?" Plus, just down the hall from me at work is Suzanne (baca) Hancock, who is about a month ahead of me and looking awesome. I know it's changing because every once in a while I can feel a breeze coming up under my shirt...that's gotta mean that I am sticking out, right?
While feeling sad about showing already I got some nice compliments that made me feel so good, so I have to document it because I give myself only about 4 more weeks before I look more like a balloon.
Last week while in the valley at the play offs for basketball I ran into an old class mate. She told me I was looking good. She asked if I had lost weight and I told her not at all. She then said, "no really, when you walked in I thought to myself Taytum looks good like she's lost weight." So I told her I was actually a few months pregnant and she couldn't believe it. I don't know if she was totally lying when she complimented me, but it was just what I needed.
That same night this guys looked at me with a funny look on his face and said, "Aren't you pregnant?" while looking at my baby region. I guess he didn't think I looked like it. I was on cloud nine.
Then at work this week this teacher was walking out to lunch and she said, "Why are you skinny?" She totally threw me off and I told her, "I'm not." She then asked if I had already had a baby and I told her no. She said she couldn't wait for me to start getting a belly. I told her I could, but thanks for making me feel good.
Obviously, I can see the changes more than anyone, but I know I don't look the same. I asked Trevor, "Don't you think that's my own fat still?" But he said it was more baby. I have been so self concious because I am at such an in between stage, but it's not going to last for very much longer. I suspect that I will soon be writing about some rude person that feels the need to tell me I'm huge or that I look like I am carrying twins but for now, I figured I better write these moments down so I can look back at this.